D115

 I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to look for external validation

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be selfish and manipulative to my best interest mainly

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to give with the expectation to receive

I commit myself to acknowledge and support myself with full responsibility 

I commit myself to genuinely help others by correcting myself and my attitude

I commit myself to give as I would like to receive