D44

 I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to let my thinking deceive me

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to keep a high teachability index

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be delusional and dishonest

I commit myself to replace old thinking with creative to what's best for all

I commit myself to be willing to change and do things differently

I commit myself to see myself hoonestly and ignore any destructive past behavior pattern